There is a phrase which I like the most-where there is a will, there is a way.
However, it doesn't even work to me right now.
It's been honestly really hard time for me, 'caz it's so complicated of me
that i'm not even able to express myself nicely.
I have completely no idea which way to go at all.
I'm trying to think about it in a simple way and try to think it would be the given opportunity which I should have and hold to think at the moment.
I know it's just only me who could sort it out after all.
I feel I really need take a rest. Immediate benetification won't happen right away.
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Nothing to do with that, though...I occasionally remember music is kind of something, which, meanwhile, I sometimes don't want to recognise at this stage. I have loads of things to do for working it out; what exactly it is, what is the power, how did it lead you there? Listen to the following, for example. What do you feel? What made you so?http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=FCQZKZBVx_g&feature=related http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=gWZwX8ZQNEk&feature=related